One has to do something in life. Somebody is a carpenter and somebody is a king, and somebody is a businessman and somebody is a warrior. These are ways of livelihood; these are ways of getting bread and butter, a shelter. They can’t change your inner being. Whether you are a warrior or a businessman does not make any difference: one has chosen one way to earn his livelihood, the other has chosen something else. Meditation is life, not livelihood. It has nothing to do with what you do; it has everything to do with what you are.
Yes, business should not enter into your being, that is true. If your being also has become business like, then it is difficult to meditate .You will be going deeper and deeper, where calculations will have to be left behind, where all logic becomes irrelevant.
If you are a businessman, that’s okay. If Jesus can become a meditator and ultimately a christ, a buddha…and he was the son of a carpenter, helping his father, bringing wood, cutting wood. If a carpenter’s son can become a buddha, why not you? Kabir was a weaver. He continued his work his whole life; even after his enlightenment he was still weaving; he loved it!
Many times his disciples asked him, prayed to him with tears in their eyes, that “You need not work anymore – – we are here to take care of you! So many disciples, why go on in your old age spinning, weaving?” And Kabir would say, “But do you know for whom I am weaving, for whom I am spinning? For God! — because everyone is now a god to me. It is my way of prayer.”
If Kabir can become a buddha and still remain a weaver, why can’t you? But business should not enter into your being. Business should be just an outside thing, just one of the ways of livelihood. When you close your shop, forget all about your business. When you come home, don’t carry the shop in your head. When you are home with your wife, with your children, don’t be a businessman. That is ugly: that means your being is becoming colored by your doing. Doing is a superficial thing.
The being should remain transcendental to your doing and you should always be capable of putting your doing aside and entering into the world of your being. That’s what meditation is all about. So, Remain a businessman, but for a few hours forget all about it.
This is not to escape from your ordinary life. Be a businessman in your shop and don’t be a businessman at your home.And sometimes for a few hours forget even the home, the family, the wife, the children. For a few hours just be alone with yourself. Sink deeper and deeper into your own being. Enjoy yourself, love yourself.
And slowly slowly, you will become aware, a great joy is welling up, with no cause from the outside world, uncaused from the outside. It is your own flavor, it is your own flowering. This is meditation.
Sit silently, doing nothing, and wait for the spring. It comes, it always comes, and when it comes, the grass grows by itself. You will see great joy arising in you for no reason at all. Then share it, then give it to people!
Then your charity will be inner. Then it will not be just a means to attain to some goal; then it will have intrinsic value. You can leave the world, but you cannot leave your mind here. The mind will go with you; it is inside you. And wherever you are, your same mind will create the same kind of world around you. You can leave the world…you will be the same. You will again create the same world, because you carry the blueprint in your mind. It is not a question of leaving the world, it is a question of changing the mind, renouncing the mind. That’s what meditation is.